Saturday, 31 December 2011

EEny meeny miny mo:-

It has been pretty much the status quo here. Sleep on and off, bathe, dress, laze around until I can get back into bed without looking like too much of a wuss [slang: weakling]  Thing is, that although the Chemotherapy knocks backs the fecker it makes me so lack energy that the slightest effort costs, then when the Chemotherapy. is over for another ten  days I get more energy yet breathing is difficult. So you can imagine I was not best pleased to find that the fecker...indirectly, I cannot lay the blame totally at it's door, decided that I could take more and racked what goes for brains eventually coming up with...

Laugh at your peril:


I am going to leave you with this image...why should I suffer alone?


  1. why indeed Mum!! did you really get up in the middle of the night and post this at 02.08 AMMMM???

    luv saz x

  2. Ah.....why? Don't blame you a bit.....rant if you want......rave a little. We're all here listening, and praying.

  3. Your sense of humour has not deserted you, Moannie - So proud of you! Much love and a big New Year's hug! Fhina xxx

  4. If being a wuss helps you heal, Go for it.
    Next year Has to be better.

    Wish you were strong enough to attend the New Year's Eve Cyber Masquerade Ball as I know you'd be the Belle.

  5. oh cruel irony! well, here's to the fecker being knocked back and you finding more vigor and fewer pains in the ass once the course is complete.

  6. There is no end to the side effects of chemo, drugs and radiation......... so I know what you're talking about.
    Kick and scream when it hurts & beat the living daylights out of a pillow!
    Hoping the New Year is a better one for you (and me!)
    Maggie X

    Nuts in May

  7. are too funny!!! Even with cancer, you have such a wonderful sense of humor. You made me laugh....when I feel like crying, you made me laugh. I don't know why you were up at 2:38 in the morning, but next time you can't sleep, if you still have my email address, email me....maybe we could have an instant message chat. Love to you.

  8. What a low blow! So sorry about the piles, but they can fix them much easier now than in the old (my) doctor did my latest fix with a rubber band.

    Keep fighting the fecker. You are a wonderful and brave woman.......I am cheering for you.

  9. May the new year bring new blessings. You are not suffering alone, as we are with you! Cancer sucks! Keep a brave face.

  10. Lots of hugs from me for 2012.

    My very best wishes to you and hope and pray the treatment goes well for you ~ Eddie

  11. OUCH ..

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  12. Dear, dear Moannie,

    Much love to your family from mine - and may 2012 be a much better year than 2011, when your health scare touched the hearts of your loving fans all round the world.

  13. Hmmmmmmmmm. I won't say whether I'm laughing or not, but you know me and you know I'm closer to a 12-year-old boy than not, so you can probably guess. Sorry!

  14. ok, did LO mean that as a bad pun?
    geez, things are really "piling" up.

  15. Oh, no ... how cruel! I feel for you. *HUGS*

    As someone else said, the collateral damage from chemo and radiation is wide-ranging and can be very uncomfortable indeed. :( I hope they can do something about those nasty things for you.

    Love the sense of humour though - your spirit is still intact, fighting, and very much alive!! Hold onto that thought - and never, never feel that you are being a wuss. You are taking care of your body by resting when necessary. Nobody can get through chemo without huge amounts of rest. ;)

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